What the heck am I doing with my life?!

I had a roommate dinner last night with all of my original roommates because most of us are graduating!! It was kind of depressing though because of those of us who are graduating I am the only one without a job ... ugh. I am applying constantly all day long, I have received a couple of call backs, not anything super serious. But I don't have anything yet and it is so scary!! I know Heavenly Father has a plan for me but I am just nervous that I am too dumb and wont figure it out. All I know is it feels right to move to California and I am more than excited!!! Even though mom wants me to move to Provo so I can find a husband lol Yes those were her words. Oh well, I guess I'll figure it out eventually, I mean I guess that is what life is about right? Or am I just a screw up? Who knows.